Silent = Surrender

gosh..~~~~~!!!!!



wat d hxxl wrong wf me..
y mz i b so sad 4 sum1 who nvr appreciate me as a fren..?!!
i had been keepin my mouth shut all d time bcz i dun tink there;s nid 4 me 2 spread our prob lik a bulll dog..
moreover..its a jz a prob

do u knw tat i nvr hated or blamed u b4 dis!!!
but i really hate u nw..do u knw??!!
y mz u do all dis kind of stuffs!?
u said u dun lik my characteristics at 1st.. so fine..i left everything away n acted lik a clown 2 suit myslf 2 u bcz all dis while i hav been thinking hw happy v were previously..wat makes us lik dis?
its u !!ur being too selfish..u cant accpt my weaknesses!!!
im nt GOD! even god does mistakes...
d comment tat i posted on FB wasnt 4 u at all!!! n u admitted it urslf n barked around lik an insane!! ok fine..i apologized 4 causing tat misunderstanding..n wat happened nxt..!
u left but u kept on spying on me by goin 2 FB 2 c my latest updated status !!!
and when u cant c,u thought tat i blocked u n so u removed me !!!
i thought tat u hate me ? den y muz u c my FB ? to gv urslf a chance 2 'dui hao ru zuo' lik d fight u had wf wen tang las year..u caused everything do u knw tat'..cant u jz wake up!!!im sick wf dis !!!


after realising tat u actually removed me as a fren, i kept my mouth shut..i didnt even say a word..but u !!!went and started another fire...
please lar..u r nt being rational so cut d crap n stop all dis nonsense...mayb u r 2 happy n blessed..bt dun mess up wf me!!!!
if u make me lose any1 of my dearest fren..trust me...i wil show u hw do i look when im really in a bad mood..!


i chose nt 2 tel any1 xcept cl bcz i dun wan our frenship 2 break but u r totally on d opposite site..!u made a very selfish decision 2 make our very small problm a HUGE prob!!!
im sorry xiashi yihang n others..i didnt mean 2 hid frm u guyz..bt i jz dun wan 2 make it a big prob...
plus..i tink i bothered u gyz 2 mch..xiashi has her new fren frm wong kok
yi hang has his frm NS...
chewling has jane n lcm...
wai foong is neutral - every1 is his fren..
wei bin has tguan n NS frenz..
bobo has SO MANY frenz...


and me - alone


i dun tink u guyz nid me anymore...so i tried 2 maintain a distance btwn us so tat i wouldnt b tat sad when wat i predicted happen..
im sad.

for xxx,
im really sorry if there is any misunderstanding btwn us..bt i beg u..jz let it go..dun torture urslf n d others jz 2 fight for sumthing whch is nothing actually..i really appreciate u as my fren..n i dun hope 2 stop dis frenship...
our stupid prob n hatred has brought our frenz a lot of sadness n plz let it go...
im sayin sorry here doesnt mean tat i admit wat u accussed me...bcz i hav done nothing...
im saying sori 2 sav our precious frenship..
im saying sori bcz i dun wan 2 c xiashi jane n fat chew sad...
im saying dis bcz i dun wanna shed my tears anymore...
really hope 2 b fren wf u again...



carson